The air was in
between heavy and heavier. The sun darkened every room. The moon would brighten
the street with a tint of blue in an iridescent way. It sheltered the earth as if
it was a huge linear fluorescent bulb. Why do I have to make the sun bright?
Why can’t I keep the night alive with the moons light? Why does my entire being
need to be shutdown, to have all others feel that the warmth is the answer? The
neglection of the moon's light dimmed to turn into a new moon that made the streets
blind. No matter what, the moon's light is never bright enough for them. It doesn’t
fit with the warmth that they think it needs to come from the sun. Neglect me, the
moon and my feelings. Life is not all sunshine and rainbows. Realistic expectations
need to widen our eyes. The moon matters too. Remember that. The sun and the
moon will always be opposite of one another, always, but they also need to love and respect the inner light that holds their feelings. I am here do
not neglect me and diminish me. What if I wanted to do that do you? Let us just
sit in our different lights.
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Tuesday, September 02, 2025
Sun...Moon...
CiaFai, that would be pronounced Cha-Fai. I’m not that ordinary female. I'm deep and sometimes people don't understand me. I'm artistic and eclectic. I’m always thinking, a disease I can not get rid of. If it’s not thoughts of a song that I’m writing it’s about the world and how people affect me in this place we call home. I love being me, because everyone isn’t surprised if I do anything crazy or out of the ordinary, they sort of expect it from me. I’m sensitive, strong, and I was told that I’ve got a great sense of humor and a heart of gold. I’m very intuitive to everything and sometimes it scares me. You might think I’m crazy, I really don’t give a fuck!
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