Friday, May 27, 2005
I... REAL
So I was told that I was beautiful last night. And it was by more than one man. I was surprised to hear those words come out of their mouth especially being in the surrounding I was in. There were beautiful woman everywhere, and I did not consider myself to be one of them. There I was in my Palermo baseball cap and jeans and a t-shirt, looking like an ordinary bum. All the other ladies were all dolled up. Nice hair, well put on make up and well just looking real sophisticated. And there I was a sore thumb out of the bunch. I was afraid to take my hat off, because I didn’t want anyone to see my roots. They all had great hair and a smile that would knock any guy off their feet. They all looked the same, and me well, I’m just different in general. That’s what made them think I was so beautiful. They told me that these women were in fact pretty, but I was beautiful and that I was real!
CiaFai, that would be pronounced Cha-Fai. I’m not that ordinary female. I'm deep and sometimes people don't understand me. I'm artistic and eclectic. I’m always thinking, a disease I can not get rid of. If it’s not thoughts of a song that I’m writing it’s about the world and how people affect me in this place we call home. I love being me, because everyone isn’t surprised if I do anything crazy or out of the ordinary, they sort of expect it from me. I’m sensitive, strong, and I was told that I’ve got a great sense of humor and a heart of gold. I’m very intuitive to everything and sometimes it scares me. You might think I’m crazy, I really don’t give a fuck!
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2 comments:
C'mon, who wouldn't think you are beautiful!? Intelligence/kindness/compassion are the true signs of beauty, something you seem to have a lot of!
Nice to be naturally beautiful.
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