So I understand I’m not with him. I was sitting here and I got this really bad memory of him embracing a girl as they were making out. Right there, 10 feet away from me. That pissed me off and still does and I told him at the time that it hurt. Then he has the nerve to tell me a month before he gets married that he likes me. Ahhhh. He told me that that chick meant nothing that none of them do and that he likes me. Kissing all these woman and you’re engaged to be married. Kissing me and you’re getting married? What the Fuhhhhhhh? And then again, I still have feelings that need to diminish. Life fucking sucks.
Monday, January 31, 2005
Just Flashed In My Mind As My Heart Hurt
CiaFai, that would be pronounced Cha-Fai. I’m not that ordinary female. I'm deep and sometimes people don't understand me. I'm artistic and eclectic. I’m always thinking, a disease I can not get rid of. If it’s not thoughts of a song that I’m writing it’s about the world and how people affect me in this place we call home. I love being me, because everyone isn’t surprised if I do anything crazy or out of the ordinary, they sort of expect it from me. I’m sensitive, strong, and I was told that I’ve got a great sense of humor and a heart of gold. I’m very intuitive to everything and sometimes it scares me. You might think I’m crazy, I really don’t give a fuck!
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